As The Offseason Stretches Ahead...
It breaks your heart. It is designed to break your heart. The game begins in the spring, when everything else begins again, and it blossoms in the summer, filling the afternoons and evenings, and then as soon as the chill rains come, it stops and leaves you to face the fall alone. You count on it, rely on it to buffer the passage of time, to keep the memory of sunshine and high skies alive, and then just when the days are all twilight, when you need it most, it stops.
- A. Bartlett Giamatti; native Bostonian, lifelong Red Sox fan, and former commissioner of MLB

Possibly my most favorite baseball quote in existence, and yet it is so bittersweet to contemplate. We were lucky this year- not only were we able to see our boys win it all, we were some of the lucky few who got to hold onto baseball for just a little bit longer, see just a few more pitches cross the plate, enjoy just a few more cracker jacks in the stands, celebrate just a few more runs tallied on the scoreboard. We were afforded the luxury of more time in the sun, even as the weather turned cold. But as long as baseball is being played, it's still summer- even if only in the minds of baseball fans.

The postseason celebrations and Schilling and Lowell hoopla have helped fill the void, and thank goodness for the hot stove season for helping keep the embers of baseball burning. And we are in the most comfortable position of all fans, since we can relish the joy of a successful year and reminisce on a season full of happiness.

But I confess, I'll be glad when the ides of February arrive, and they're back on the diamond again.




Comments (13)

[ Ian ] says:
on November 25, 2007 10:36 AM

That is the perfect quote to sum up the offseason.

Although you still have AggieLonghorn football and basketball to get you through until the first day of spring training.



[ Ian ] says:
on November 25, 2007 10:37 AM

It wouldn't let me strike through the Aggie part but I think you probably got my joke.

Time to get the other Mike re-signed now.



[ Bethie ] says:
on November 25, 2007 2:01 PM

Is it just me, or does it already seem like 2 months since the World Series ended?? Seems like the off season is going to last forever. But thanks to our boys being the Champs and all, we Sox fans are the lucky ones. Now if I could just get my World Series DVD here a little bit quicker. :)

And thanks to sites like this one right here, the time between now and spring training won't be quite so unbearable! :)



[ Holly ] says:
on November 25, 2007 6:24 PM

Love the quote...so true.



[ starr4 ] says:
on November 25, 2007 7:44 PM

Thanks for sharing this beautifully articulated quote.

As the days shorten into December, it's a comfort to know others have walked this lonesome road, and others still will walk it after we are long gone.



[ Jean ] says:
on November 25, 2007 8:57 PM

Here's the whole piece from "A Great and Glorious Game: Baseball Writings" of A. Bartlett Giamatti, © 1998

"It breaks your heart. It is designed to break your heart. The game begins in the spring, when everything else begins again, and it blossoms in the summer, filling the afternoons and evenings, and then as soon as the chill rains come, it stops and leaves you to face the fall alone. You count on it, rely on it to buffer the passage of time, to keep the memory of sunshine and high skies alive, and then just when the days are all twilight, when you need it most, it stops. Today, October 2, a Sunday of rain and broken branches and leaf-clogged drains and slick streets, it stopped, and summer was gone.

Somehow, the summer seemed to slip by faster this time. Maybe it wasn't this summer, but all the summers that, in this my fortieth summer, slipped by so fast. There comes a time when every summer will have something of autumn about it. Whatever the reason, it seemed to me that I was investing more and more in baseball, making the game do more of the work that keeps time fat and slow and lazy. I was counting on the game's deep patterns, three strikes, three outs, three times three innings, and its deepest impulse, to go out and back, to leave and to return home, to set the order of the day and to organize the daylight. I wrote a few things this last summer, this summer that did not last, nothing grand but some things, and yet that work was just camouflage. The real activity was done with the radio--not the all-seeing, all-falsifying television--and was the playing of the game in the only place it will last, the enclosed green field of the mind. There, in that warm, bright place, what the old poet called Mutability does not so quickly come.

But out here, on Sunday, October 2, where it rains all day, Dame Mutability never loses. She was in the crowd at Fenway yesterday, a gray day full of bluster and contradiction, when the Red Sox came up in the last of the ninth trailing Baltimore 8-5, while the Yankees, rain-delayed against Detroit, only needing to win one or have Boston lose one to win it all, sat in New York washing down cold cuts with beer and watching the Boston game. Boston had won two, the Yankees had lost two, and suddenly it seemed as if the whole season might go to the last day, or beyond, except here was Boston losing 8-5, while New York sat in its family room and put its feet up. Lynn, both ankles hurting now as they had in July, hits a single down the right-field line. The crowd stirs. It is on its feet. Hobson, third baseman, former Bear Bryant quarterback, strong, quiet, over 100 RBIs, goes for three breaking balls and is out. The goddess smiles and encourages her agent, a canny journeyman named Nelson Briles.

Now comes a pinch hitter, Bernie Carbo, onetime Rookie of the Year, erratic, quick, a shade too handsome, so laid-back he is always, in his soul, stretched out in the tall grass, one arm under his head, watching the clouds and laughing; now he looks over some low stuff unworthy of him and then, uncoiling, sends one out, straight on a rising line, over the center-field wall, no cheap Fenway shot, but all of it, the physics as elegant as the arc the ball describes.

New England is on its feet, roaring. The summer will not pass. Roaring, they recall the evening, late and cold, in 1975, the sixth game of the World Series, perhaps the greatest baseball game played in the last fifty years, when Carbo, loose and easy, had uncoiled to tie the game that Fisk would win. It is 8-7, one out, and school will never start, rain will never come, sun will warm the back of your neck forever. Now Bailey, picked up from the National League recently, big arms, heavy gut, experienced, new to the league and the club; he fouls off two and then, checking, tentative, a big man off balance, he pops a soft liner to the first baseman. It is suddenly darker and later, and the announcer doing the game coast to coast, a New Yorker who works for a New York television station, sounds relieved. His little world, well-lit, hot-combed, split-second-timed, had no capacity to absorb this much gritty, grainy, contrary reality.

Cox swings a bat, stretches his long arms, bends his back, the rookie from Pawtucket who broke in two weeks earlier with a record six straight hits, the kid drafted ahead of Fred Lynn, rangy, smooth, cool. The count runs two and two, Briles is cagey, nothing too good, and Cox swings, the ball beginning toward the mound and then, in a jaunty, wayward dance, skipping past Briles, feinting to the right, skimming the last of the grass, finding the dirt, moving now like some small, purposeful marine creature negotiating the green deep, easily avoiding the jagged rock of second base, traveling steady and straight now out into the dark, silent recesses of center field.

The aisles are jammed, the place is on its feet, the wrappers, the programs, the Coke cups and peanut shells, the doctrines of an afternoon; the anxieties, the things that have to be done tomorrow, the regrets about yesterday, the accumulation of a summer: all forgotten, while hope, the anchor, bites and takes hold where a moment before it seemed we would be swept out with the tide. Rice is up. Rice whom Aaron had said was the only one he'd seen with the ability to break his records. Rice the best clutch hitter on the club, with the best slugging percentage in the league. Rice, so quick and strong he once checked his swing halfway through and snapped the bat in two. Rice the Hammer of God sent to scourge the Yankees, the sound was overwhelming, fathers pounded their sons on the back, cars pulled off the road, households froze, New England exulted in its blessedness, and roared its thanks for all good things, for Rice and for a summer stretching halfway through October. Briles threw, Rice swung, and it was over. One pitch, a fly to center, and it stopped. Summer died in New England and like rain sliding off a roof, the crowd slipped out of Fenway, quickly, with only a steady murmur of concern for the drive ahead remaining of the roar. Mutability had turned the seasons and translated hope to memory once again. And, once again, she had used baseball, our best invention to stay change, to bring change on.

That is why it breaks my heart, that game--not because in New York they could win because Boston lost; in that, there is a rough justice, and a reminder to the Yankees of how slight and fragile are the circumstances that exalt one group of human beings over another. It breaks my heart because it was meant to, because it was meant to foster in me again the illusion that there was something abiding, some pattern and some impulse that could come together to make a reality that would resist the corrosion; and because, after it had fostered again that most hungered-for illusion, the game was meant to stop, and betray precisely what it promised.

Of course, there are those who learn after the first few times. They grow out of sports. And there are others who were born with the wisdom to know that nothing lasts. These are the truly tough among us, the ones who can live without illusion, or without even the hope of illusion. I am not that grown-up or up-to-date. I am a simpler creature, tied to more primitive patterns and cycles. I need to think something lasts forever, and it might as well be that state of being that is a game; it might as well be that, in a green field, in the sun."



[ Texas Gal ] says:
on November 25, 2007 9:02 PM

That is beautiful, Jean- thank you for posting the whole thing.

That last passage is stunningly gorgeous:

Of course, there are those who learn after the first few times. They grow out of sports. And there are others who were born with the wisdom to know that nothing lasts. These are the truly tough among us, the ones who can live without illusion, or without even the hope of illusion. I am not that grown-up or up-to-date. I am a simpler creature, tied to more primitive patterns and cycles. I need to think something lasts forever, and it might as well be that state of being that is a game; it might as well be that, in a green field, in the sun.



[ Soxx Girl ] says:
on November 25, 2007 10:37 PM

Wow...the O word: Offseason. For twelve years, I've hated this time of year. Ever since I started following the Sox at age 5 [first game was a game I was taken to on my birthday], I've always cried when the off-season came.

That passage is a brilliant and beautiful way of summing up exactly how I feel when the season ends.

However, I don't consider the Offseason upon me until I know for sure if Clay is going to stay with the Sox. All the trade-talks about trading him for Santana are killing me slowly. Until I know he's safe, I'll always be on the edge of my seat.



[ Dionysus ] says:
on November 25, 2007 10:41 PM

At least we appear to be on our way to resigning Timlin.

Again, best freaking passages about the offseason, ever.



[ Ian ] says:
on November 26, 2007 12:23 AM

Soxx Girl I think we are all like that right now. I know it's tough for the players to here their names mentioned in trade talks during the season, I can only imagine how hard it is for them in the offseason. You're getting ready for spring training and right now you don't even know which training camp in Ft. Myers you're going to.



[ Jess ] says:
on November 26, 2007 2:05 AM

I love that piece so much. So much. I must have read it a thousand times in the offseason after 2003.

I have to admit, I'm still sort of pretending there's still baseball going on, somehow. It started with going to the parade, and now I'm rewatching the games, analyzing them all to death, wearing Sox shirts all the time.. My friend and I are going to the film screening tomorrow night, and I feel like I might have to realize the season's actually over now. But I'm glad there's still stuff like this, just so we can savor the season a little longer.



[ starr4 ] says:
on November 26, 2007 9:26 AM

Thank you, Jean, for the full quote. It is beautiful, inspired writing about life, New England, and baseball.



[ Texas Gal ] says:
on November 27, 2007 12:59 AM

Ian: or if you're even going to spring training camp in Ft. Myers, period!

Jess: you'll have to report in and tell us how the screening went!




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